NOW, WHAT??

What now?

I thought we're okay.

I thought 'it' was 'me'.

I thought you really cared for me.

I thought there is this 'invisible tie' between us.

That behind our silence, we understand each other...

I was so damn wrong.

Like what I am always saying to my friends, "those are just thoughts, they're not the truth".

It never crossed my mind that I would actually tell that to myself.

What now?

What was your intention of getting close to me in the first place?

What? 'Coz you see me like yourself?

And now that I showed you the real me, you chose to ran away?

You're making me feel bad. You're making my self confidence drop at its lowest.

You're making me feel like crap.

You men are all the same.

You should know by now that I hate you.

I hate you and your kind.

The good thing is, I learned of this, this early.

And thankfully, I am not yet attached to you.

I am bothered, yes. But not because you are really important.

I know, it's just me and my damn pride.