NOW, WHAT??

What now?

I thought we're okay.

I thought 'it' was 'me'.

I thought you really cared for me.

I thought there is this 'invisible tie' between us.

That behind our silence, we understand each other...

I was so damn wrong.

Like what I am always saying to my friends, "those are just thoughts, they're not the truth".

It never crossed my mind that I would actually tell that to myself.

What now?

What was your intention of getting close to me in the first place?

What? 'Coz you see me like yourself?

And now that I showed you the real me, you chose to ran away?

You're making me feel bad. You're making my self confidence drop at its lowest.

You're making me feel like crap.

You men are all the same.

You should know by now that I hate you.

I hate you and your kind.

The good thing is, I learned of this, this early.

And thankfully, I am not yet attached to you.

I am bothered, yes. But not because you are really important.

I know, it's just me and my damn pride.

Since when did you become a fan of Hyde?

Ever since I heard the 4th avenue cafe. I was like 6 or 7 years old back then. I'm a big fan of Rurouni Kenshin [one of the awesome animes everrr..] and I fell in love with Hyde's voice. I was like, 'who's the owner of that voice that's 100% full of sexiness??'. You know how anime series play their ending songs right? Since L'Arc~en~Ciel is not written in kanji or hiragana or katakana, I learned that the band who played the song was Laruku from the credits in that song, you know what I mean right? :DD and then, ever since that day I'm a fan of L'arc~en~ciel, not just of Hyde. But I like Hyde the most [sexy voice~ * biased XD*].
there. XD

C'mon.. ASK me. NOW.

if you were a piece of jewelry in a jewelry shop and the owner asked me to put you in a section you should belong to, i'd probably put you in the priceless section immediately.

I'll take that as a compliment.. whoever you are, thanks :D

C'mon.. ASK me. NOW.

First Month

yeah~

hate it.